nice pinch this summer: you damn disappear

i met you
i knew it already
i met you
that evening
and later
damn i attach to ya

*
cuma kenal dari salah satu jejaring sosial
itu juga kenal dari orang yang ga gue kenal.
tapi lo asik
lo santai
dan hati gue dibantai

sebelumnya
kita punya banyak cerita
kita mimpi bisa jalan bareng
kita susun rencana
tapi lo bilang
"gue kalo direncanain biasanya ga jadi"
dengan lantang gue berani nimpalin
"aahhhh. ya harus direncanain lah. masa ga direncanain, emang gue berak duit."

ketawa deh bareng..

*
malam itu, i called ya.
so exciting
you said,
"nice to hear your voice."
that was the first time you got me melted

we talk much
we laugh much
we try to know each other

but this heart still say that "we only damn stupid really freaky friends"

you said, "najong deh, lo nyablak banget. asik asik."

no trembling means no love

*
after that
we get close
closer
smoother

until that day i said," maen yook."
the you agreed with that

*
GOD HEAVEN YEAH
we spent a good quality time together
we spent it
most of us feeling happy!

then the night came
i said bye bye

tapi ga papa karena gue tau kita bakal ketemu lagi
coz you said, "jangan kapok maen-maen kesini ya. temen-temen gue emang gitu."
then i said,"wolesss aje."

*
i am home

but that boy screwed my mind
i get lost
coz he didn't send any messages

then i call ya
i said,"gue udah di rumah nih."
then we had a call
i don't know actaully
are you really like me or not?
but in my mind, we are friend.
kayaknya masalah fisik bukan utama
dan gue cerita ke lo about that boy
jesssss.......
stupid.
yes i am
but in that time
gue cuma ngerasa kita temen, feel free to talk about anything

but i did wrong
i already realized that
KITA TEMEN BARU!
dan gue berprospek ke lo.
dan yap! i did that mistake

tapi gue woles aja
kalo emang bisa seneng-seneng bareng itu cukup

tapi..
after that conversation

slow but sure

HE DISAPPEAR
DAMN DISAPPEAR.


<3 G.R.A